20 February 2010

I've Moooooved~

Relink please :3

27 January 2010

overstep



or maybe not.

25 January 2010

i want you love, LUV LUV LUV

Wahaha, I'm tried to stick the fake eyelashes on my eyes just now

step one:
buy the fake lashes of course lols :P

sakai face with messy hair, well you know, i'm lazy..

step two:
open the box, and you'll found a small glue inside, and lashes.

Go and find a small stick around your room, well i only can find a hair clip in my messy room, so uhm, next step.

step three:
use a needle and make a hole on the mouth of the small glue, press it lightly, and you will see a milk-like-liquid come out


step four:
place the glue on the "plate" it gives you, and then take out the lashes CAREFULLY.
use the stick to take the glue, and then apply to the fake lashes.


okay here comes the difficult one, after you apply some glue on the fake lash, immediately take a small mirror, with your eyes looking down, and carefully place the fake lash near yours, avoid to blink your eyes before the glue dry, and then adjust the lash according to your eye shape (before the glue dry up) so you need be fast, erm not that fast actually, the glue will get dry in 60sec like that i think :O ok, to make sure the lash fully stick on your eyelid, lightly push the lash upward and inward (eyes looking down at the mirror) and then you're done :)

Here's mine:


Urgh, pimple >:C *let's photoshop*



Well, my desktop is in the hospital, and my photoshop cs4 gone D: so i use photoscape T_T

Okay, that's all for today. I'm gonna try on the different types of fake eyelashes <3

19 January 2010

fake a smile

Finally~ yeah really like FINALLY~ I step out of my room, and then my house door, get in the car and go shopping, with my mom. The advantage is, well you know, parents = credit card which is TOTALLY free of charges; disadvantage is, well you know also, mothers..
I wonder what's wrong with her today, totally so different then usual. Well, maybe she just won some money in 4D/Toto, beside this, i don't have another explanations. It's a good thing anyway.





I think i should get an award, because..

OMFG, I CAN FIX IN S SIZE TOP WEAR!

Eh wait, is that mean my breast is getting smaller also? LMAO~ -0- But I still have the little tummy wtf. Oh well. I like the jacket so much, i donno why. And i think it more suit if i dyed hair. Another one is just a simply long t-shirt, and i think it's so forking expensive, it cost my mom me RM60.90 if i'm not wrong, only for that D: The price of the jacket is quite normal, yeah. REALLY.
Well, since Eunice said that Taylor only allow T-shirts, long jeans and sneaker, so next item, skinny leg jeans and more shirts lols~ By the way, my mom will clam those money from my bank FML.
I need heels also, contact lens, another pair of converse (maybe get one at KL that time) and i think THIS is so cute and nice. Did I tell you that i'm in love with pink? Aww, really hope i can have that.

I need to change a habit - blogging at midnight. Wth, i didn't realize that it's 2.30am wtf. So i guess i'll continue this post at tomorrow. Nights, lols.

17 January 2010

cause everything change

Well, people may change right? you shouldn't because of someone and stop living your life. This is not a fairytale, not everyone will be like snow white or sleeping beauty, able to live a happy life after they met their princes. I'm not the lucky one i know, and I'm getting tired to try to be a princess, waiting for the gays to give me life. I've think alot, since that day I read my old stupid diaries. Everything is appear suddenly in my mind last night, just like watching a movie, funny but miserable. Those days I realize I tears for many things. Mostly is about sad one, but now i feel so funny, and friendship, most of them are crap, i hardly trust a human being now, even he/she ever been my best friend before, and i hate that people like, 100% trust me, 'cause i scared that one day, something will just hurt both of us badly. I rather to be the bad guy :) 'cause I'm getting tired to be good.

I'm tired to explain

i'm tired to tear

I'm tired to guess

I'm tired to dream

and I'm tired of myself.

I'm growing..i'm changing..i'm breathing..





when ky is not that ky anymore.

16 January 2010

One in the million

Well, last night I hardly get in sleep, after read the diaries I wrote so many years ago. The heartache still here, right somewhere deep inside my heart, in the memories that labeled "Do not touch". With tears, I feel so stupid when I saw one sentence, 为何丑小鸭变不成天鹅? I laugh, because now I know that 不是一定要成为天鹅, 才能得到快乐. Feel so childish when I read that stupid diary, and feel so sad. I still remember this song, which make me cry a lot before.



I almost forgot that feeling when I sang this song at midnight, until i fall asleep. Oh well.

By the way, streamyx REALLY sucks lately, i just got back my internet connection after 23hours and 34mins. Screw it wtf, can't do anything else but complain. Msia Boleh? Yeah ker? Fck lah. Right roman? C'mon bark two times for agree this.

13 January 2010

Everything I'm not

Howdy~ Feel lazy to blog, again lately. Well, sorry about that :x Not in mood to do anything but just lay on the bed whole day, waiting someone come to slap me. Oh well.

In this boring day, i shall do some boring stuffs, with my dog

Sneaked into the kitchen, he's in his paradise(lol)
I wonder what is he dreaming about, so i decided to wake him up and ask him.




He just yawning and ask me to fck off :x (still remember the
lmao video my gang made last year? =3)


He has no choice, so he awake and begging me to let him sleep play with me, by licking my toes. sweet~

But a minute later,




Wanna know what's make him become so cute suddenly?


It's because i was eating something. He's begging me to spare him some.
But i didn't

so he bite my finger, to revenge, wake him up and didn't spare him food.(lol)

I need a haircut and dye them wtf, before i go KL D: and seem that I need some vitamin D, too pale wtf -0- By the way, i'm waiting for my


pink SE W705 x3
Donno why now I so in love with pink colour x3 so chio man wtf.
Oh yeah, one more thing

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR ELMIRA <3


love you always <3 (miss my long hair T_T)