becauseilu - rock paper scissors season

Now I know how's the broken heart feel like, it won't break into pieces, but disappear. You can't feel your heart beating anymore, it's so quiet, the whole world suddenly become so quiet, just like you're the one in this damn world, so lonely, so helpless. All you can do is cry, cry for nothing. I'm a fool I know, but I just can't stop fooling myself, it has become a habit I think. Wake up, you should wake up now, damnit! Everything is okay, you'll be okay. Let it go and wake up, nicole..