16 October 2009

I just wanna believe in me

Cheer for Columbian Form 5, congratulation we have finished our SPM Trial II examination. Now I'm waiting to graduate, waiting for that day I can scream, YEAH! FUCK YOU HELL YEAH, I'M GRADUATED! WTF! Well, don't blame me 'cause only these words can describe my feeling about graduation. After SPM, gonna find a nice collage/uni and start my new life at somewhere else. Oh yeah, 86 days more to my 18th birthday x3, kinda excited about it, and my CAR LICENSE TOO! Gonna get it AFTER SPM. And many many things more I want to do and want to dream. Yeah, this is life :>

Talk about car, well lately something BAD happened in this week. One is about....Nah, find me in MSN than I tell you. Second is about this morning, our class teacher was mad O.O First time saw that she so angry. Why? Nah, I'm not going to tell you 'cause lazy to explain. Give you a clue, didn't I say that it's about car? Try to guess :P

Oh, another thing. Between me and my mom is getting worse and worse, after she called xin's mother to warm her don't let xin drive anymore. When xin called and told me that, I WAS SUPER DUPER PISSED OFF. After hang up the phone, I just can control my temper and smash my phone onto the floor. Luckily my mom was out that time, if not my house gonna have another war world III, again. It's not xin's fault and I'm telling her THOUSAND of times I DIDN'T ESCAPE SCHOOL THAT DAY! And it's because of my FUCKING school called her again, maybe Eunice was right, WHY OTHER PEOPLE DIDN'T COME TO SCHOOL AND WTF YOU DIDN'T CALL THEIR PARENTS?! That's not fair! Yeah, I know last time it was our fault, we shouldn't escape school, but hell, YOU CAN'T JUST JUDGE US THAT WE WILL ALWAYS PONTENG SCHOOL, didn't see our face in class and terus go call our parents.
讲来讲去都是我们小孩子的错, 难道你们大人就没有错?
你们不是很会说, 做错了就要道歉, 可是你们叻, 有几个讲到做到?
你们认为自己是对的, 当我们想要解释时, 你们就认为我们在跟你们顶嘴; 当我们不想解释时, 你们就认为我们承认了.

Man, this is bullshit, wanna know why we just stand there and let you blame? 因为我们知道在你们的眼里, 说什么都是错的. I'm just talking the truth. My mom is a person like that, 死要面子. But she's the one making herself lost her face and shamed by people, not me sorry, and is not my business again. Hope that she don't ever think about to take care MY business again.


Sorry, it's too late.

2 comments:

Henry Tan said...

haha. all the best in ur coming spm den. =)

nicole said...

Haha, thank you :)