2:36am: I still can't sleep. For some weird reasons and my messy mind. I just can't stop them. I keep repeating this song, using earphone, blocking the other but just boyzone's
It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you
2.44am: I still awake. Thinking of something I shouldn't to think. But I can't stop think of it. Still the same song in my ear and mind. and I feel hungry now. But my milk was finished by roman. He likes milk like I do <3 *missing part, i forgot what i write, sorry*
everyday i love you
3.01am: Wondering what's roman doing now, sleeping or missing me too haha. I'm hungry but don't really want to eat something. I feel empty, the same melody, suddenly makes me wanna cry. I'm thinking of him again. There's so many him appear lately and I'm gonna wash them off out of my mind. I don't believe in love honestly. I only trust my own feeling. I just know that I love, but donno that if I loved. No heartache but hungry, VERY.
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul
With all your heart and soul
3.12am: Loved. It's doesn't matter to me now. Christmas is coming soon, and I really hope that this time I won't spend it alone myself. I miss singapore christmas night. So pretty and awesome..I really wish that I won't be left. I pretty hate that kind of feeling. And I won't left roman too. Cute roman, thanks for loving me this kind of master. <3
3.32am: press wrong something and messy up the post. shit, fuck that acer, anyhow I'm feeling okay now. Butterflies have been killed, after thinking of roman. I should get some sleep now. Nights earthling, nights roman. Nights nicole <3
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you
Everyday I love you
No comments:
Post a Comment