becauseilu - rock paper scissors season

I'm back to blogging again, 'cause I have many secret things haven't say to everyone, to SPL, to my family, and myself. Who knows that if one day I die or disappear or what, I 100% will regret that I didn't spit my true heart out, and that time I don't have any chance to do so again. But now I have one question, Why so many ants like crawling on my table lately? I don't have any sweet things on my table and they're so annoying.
Sighs, everything back to normal again, I guess. I have to start study now 'cause next exam is in our focus result, I don't want to fail again, or else I'll spent my whole life in Miri City, with my mother(that's the point) I still can't confirm that what should I study in uni. I want take design but my father look down on it... He said it's hard to earn money in future if I study that. Sigh sigh~ I wanna study about this thing, check it out, I think it's cool and nowaday people more value on surface (just my opinion)and quality also, so I bet it's a nice subject for me to learn. But can I really achieve that? Sigh, forget it, my parents won't agree with me by the way, 'cause they're more care about their money money money money. WTF, and they look down on me. Argh, fine then, but not fine with my dream job, want me to give up? Not that easy, 'cause my life is not yours.
Okay I guess I heve to stop here first. Gonna go out soon. Seeya


I just want you to know that,
every single day and night
you're the only one in my mind
I'm all of yours